04th December, 2014. 4:57pm
NaBloPoMo, Thursday, December 4, 2014
Who do you like to be with when you’re feeling sad?
When I was young, and my Mom was still alive, I always turn to her when I feel sad or my brother and sister were ganging up on me. ALL. THE. TIME. I would always come up to her, fake crying and told her that either my sister or brother was tormenting me. Which is why when she passed away and I tell either of them that I will bust them out and tell Mommy about it, they would say, “Your Mommy’s dead!!!”
I’m not exaggerating. They’ll really say that to me like she wasn’t their mom, too! I guess that’s probably why I still see her in my dreams; I’m her youngest child so there’s that. But when she died, who replaced her? My blog, of course! I’m a very patient girl so when I feel sad or upset, I kinda bottle them up. If it’s too much, I simply turn to my phone or my iPod or laptop and write them out. It’s the least I could do not to snap and vanquish anyone that come my way.
Some people say that perhaps the reason I still dream about my Mom is because I still haven’t move on from her. Sometimes I just wanna punch them in the face. How can a child ever move on from the death of a parent? When you find out, let me know.