08th August, 2014. 9:31pm
So I read on Twitter a few hours ago that you’re actually six times less prettier when you look into the mirror and find yourself pretty and adorable. Well, that’s just fucked up.
It’s Friday weekend. And while everyone else is probably out there having parties or whatever, here I am stuck at home re-watching American Hustle. Not that I’m complaining, it’s just that I wish I could have more freedom to do the things I want whenever I want. I just can’t wait to get that kind of freedom.
Speaking of American Hustle, I learned a new lesson today. One of the characters, Pete Musane – Rosalyn Rosenfeld’s lover, told her, “Sometimes, you gotta let something die to let something live” when she told her that she doesn’t like change and that she’s afraid of changes. This is the second time I watched the film and I must say, I appreciate it more this time. He was right, though, now that I think about it; not just when it comes to love and relationships, but life in general. I mean, why would you keep punishing yourself by staying in a fucked up relationship or friendship or job when you can go out there and find someone or something better? Changes are horrifying but it’s necessary in order for us to move forward and grow. I am currently in a fucked up situation and I know I should follow my own words but timing is also everything. Sometimes, you just gotta know when to move forward and when to back the hell away. Either way, I know I’ll get there someday. I know I will.